Monday, December 13, 2010

December 12th

I don't want to forget
I woke up sad
Thinking it might end
and after our conversation
I had no doubt
Our relationship was on the table
and it was going to come to and end

As I lay in my mixed despair and desire
I cried out
I told the Lord that if there was any way
Any way, at all, that He could restore this
I wouldn't doubt His desire again

I never thought it'd be possible
I never thought He could come through
I was overwhelmed with deep despair
but i got up

I heard the point
the proof of true love is choice
I saw it wasn't only up to Him
But up to us as well

We were supposed to talk
and time went on
I slept and was awaken by your call
we went to meet
but fulfilled our commitment to bringing lunch to a friend
and in the midst
we saw His plan
A plan that had us together
A plan that glorified Him amidst the ministry
together

It was like He made it new
He showed us how we are to do
We forget ourselves
and serve others
and then we are His
Doing what He's called us to do

It seemed so right
He clarified and showed us the light
My fear though is that is won't last long
That we will be back in that place once again
Will is even carry through to tonight?




Friday, December 10, 2010

Hard things...

It seems like He called us
It seems like it has been all of His plan
But now you make me wonder

Being your friend has always been
Listening and learning from you is perfect
But it hasn't been until now that I felt the love come back

But now I wonder... is that even right?
Maybe He's called me to give and not receive
Maybe His plan is hard and not easy.